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Captain K'nuckles 2 by FerryQueen Captain K'nuckles 2 :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 30 10 Bubbie by FerryQueen Bubbie :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 26 6 Captain K'nuckles by FerryQueen Captain K'nuckles :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 32 5 Sophie Doodles by FerryQueen Sophie Doodles :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 15 5 Rocko and Friends by FerryQueen Rocko and Friends :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 50 4 Thank You Present by FerryQueen Thank You Present :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 23 2 To the Rescue by FerryQueen To the Rescue :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 40 13 Lily of the Valley by FerryQueen Lily of the Valley :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 89 23 OC Concept by FerryQueen OC Concept :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 23 10 Spunky Sketches by FerryQueen Spunky Sketches :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 27 7 Rocko's Modern Life OC by FerryQueen Rocko's Modern Life OC :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 37 8 Death Battle by FerryQueen Death Battle :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 10 10 O-Phone by FerryQueen O-Phone :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 79 21 Snape vs Pearl by FerryQueen Snape vs Pearl :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 9 2 Bathtime by FerryQueen Bathtime :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 45 18 Crying Meme by FerryQueen Crying Meme :iconferryqueen:FerryQueen 22 15

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The Raccoons :: Mr. Nice Guy?! by Pumkin-Portfolio The Raccoons :: Mr. Nice Guy?! :iconpumkin-portfolio:Pumkin-Portfolio 44 14 The Raccoons :: Cyril and Bert by Pumkin-Portfolio The Raccoons :: Cyril and Bert :iconpumkin-portfolio:Pumkin-Portfolio 64 48 Cyril Sneer :: Show me your money by Pumkin-Portfolio Cyril Sneer :: Show me your money :iconpumkin-portfolio:Pumkin-Portfolio 34 42 The Raccoons :: Cyril and Lloyd on a ride by Pumkin-Portfolio The Raccoons :: Cyril and Lloyd on a ride :iconpumkin-portfolio:Pumkin-Portfolio 26 5 The Raccoons :: Cyril and what he loves most by Pumkin-Portfolio The Raccoons :: Cyril and what he loves most :iconpumkin-portfolio:Pumkin-Portfolio 65 30 The Raccoons Cosplay by Knorke-chan The Raccoons Cosplay :iconknorke-chan:Knorke-chan 45 37 pitties by CoconutMilkyway pitties :iconcoconutmilkyway:CoconutMilkyway 513 56 animalllllls by CoconutMilkyway animalllllls :iconcoconutmilkyway:CoconutMilkyway 606 32 raccoons by CoconutMilkyway raccoons :iconcoconutmilkyway:CoconutMilkyway 1,325 77 Commission [Remix] : Inti by Darkavey Commission [Remix] : Inti :icondarkavey:Darkavey 398 10 I'm so done with this by STelari I'm so done with this :iconstelari:STelari 1,430 151 It's nice to meet you by STelari It's nice to meet you :iconstelari:STelari 585 97 Winter River by STelari Winter River :iconstelari:STelari 1,146 146 A whole lot of  f u n g i by STelari A whole lot of f u n g i :iconstelari:STelari 355 43 Rhodologist by Tybay Rhodologist :icontybay:Tybay 244 4 ''Hello, Newman.'' by Kosperry ''Hello, Newman.'' :iconkosperry:Kosperry 917 77

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Hey everybody!

Sorry, I haven't submitted much for...I don't know, weeks? I feel like time flies when you're an adult. 

I've been going through a lot of family drama and under pressure.

My father for the last few weeks thinks he's dying. Every day he has been sleeping all day till he gets up around 2 - 3 pm. My mother has been angry and upset over this. She thought that ever since my father retired from his job that he had been working for 33 years things would be easier and exciting. But NO. 

I've been doing whatever I can to comfort my mother, and I didn't want to leave her alone without knowing she'll be all right. I'm angrier/numb than upset thinking my father's literally going to die. We haven't gotten the results from the doctor yet.

My little sister keeps demanding more money from my parents and all she ever does is spent on what she wants than needs. My mother has had enough with enabling her. My father won't get his retirement fund until next year, so my parents are doing whatever they can to salvage the money they have in their bank account. 

My little sister had been drinking so much that she had been hospitalized from alcohol poisoning. She's all right but it was the stupidest thing she's ever done. I don't understand why she couldn't just come home and live with her family which is a lot easier than living on her own.

As for me, well, I feel like I'm not allowed to be happy or do anything I want in life as long as I live with my parents. The whole reason I want to get a job is to get out of my family's life, specifically my father. I think my father hates how I sing, so if I stop singing then I won't make him annoyed or angry. I can sing comfortably only in front of my voice teacher during voice lessons, which is every other Thursday. 

Also, I have been struggling with writing my own lyrics because I'm afraid they might sound cliche or shitty, ALWAYS stuck with the chorus and second verse. But no matter what I always keep on trying. I wish there was a school on how to be a songwriter. I can't post my lyrics online because I fear people are going to steal it. I need to stop worrying and do whatever I can finish a song... even if it kills me.
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Hey everybody!

Sorry, I haven't submitted much for...I don't know, weeks? I feel like time flies when you're an adult. 

I've been going through a lot of family drama and under pressure.

My father for the last few weeks thinks he's dying. Every day he has been sleeping all day till he gets up around 2 - 3 pm. My mother has been angry and upset over this. She thought that ever since my father retired from his job that he had been working for 33 years things would be easier and exciting. But NO. 

I've been doing whatever I can to comfort my mother, and I didn't want to leave her alone without knowing she'll be all right. I'm angrier/numb than upset thinking my father's literally going to die. We haven't gotten the results from the doctor yet.

My little sister keeps demanding more money from my parents and all she ever does is spent on what she wants than needs. My mother has had enough with enabling her. My father won't get his retirement fund until next year, so my parents are doing whatever they can to salvage the money they have in their bank account. 

My little sister had been drinking so much that she had been hospitalized from alcohol poisoning. She's all right but it was the stupidest thing she's ever done. I don't understand why she couldn't just come home and live with her family which is a lot easier than living on her own.

As for me, well, I feel like I'm not allowed to be happy or do anything I want in life as long as I live with my parents. The whole reason I want to get a job is to get out of my family's life, specifically my father. I think my father hates how I sing, so if I stop singing then I won't make him annoyed or angry. I can sing comfortably only in front of my voice teacher during voice lessons, which is every other Thursday. 

Also, I have been struggling with writing my own lyrics because I'm afraid they might sound cliche or shitty, ALWAYS stuck with the chorus and second verse. But no matter what I always keep on trying. I wish there was a school on how to be a songwriter. I can't post my lyrics online because I fear people are going to steal it. I need to stop worrying and do whatever I can finish a song... even if it kills me.

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FerryQueen
Mackenzie Ferry
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I am an aspiring and talented artist/cartoonist ever since I was ten, and an aspiring singer-songwriter since two week before my eighteenth birthday. I have graduated Hanford High on June 5th 2009 and went to Columbia Basin College around the late September of 2009, pursuing a Multimedia Degree for Graphic Design.

Strange as it may seem, I have NO desire of achieving that degree. If I do that, I'll end up living my life with regret. My heart is compelled to maintain my talented skills, such as drawing, singing, songwriting, and maybe writing stories or novels. With all my heart, I want NOTHING more than to be an award-winning creative genius for a living. I don't know why I keep on believing...I guess everything I want to be is merely preposterous.

Yet, I want to be the kind of person anyone would look up to artistically, seeing me as the new inspiration of the 21st century. I am blessed to have fans here on Deviantart, who are very supportive of my work.

I am diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome ever since I was four or five. I do get depressed most of the time. I have an anxiety disorders. I have extreme fear of little kids when they cry, throw tantrums, squealing like pigs. I am not planning to have children, even though I want to get married to a man who will love me for who I am.

Gaining weight is one of my main concerns ever since I was very young. I began to exercise when I was thirteen. As years went by, I continued to work out daily nonstop. I do 300 crunches, 50-60 push-ups, do jogging every now and then. I starve myself a little, sometimes half of the day. I look myself in the mirror every day to examine my figure, which worries my mother a lot. I happened to the skinniest child of Mom's six children.

I have no job. I still live my parents while my five siblings are out of the house. I can be immature, sensitive, shy, very quiet, and take everything seriously.

Welcome to my gallery! Please leave me nice comments. I refuse to take offensive comments. Lots of love to you all!


Current Residence: N/A
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small or Extra Small
Print preference: N/A
Favourite genre of music: Every Genre, but rap
Favourite photographer: none
Favourite style of art: Disney-related
Operating System: don\'t know
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: What are you talking about?
Wallpaper of choice: Something beautiful and romantic
Skin of choice: I do not know...
Favourite cartoon character: Any cartoon character
Personal Quote: Your life is a story, you're the main character
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:iconmissinspi:
MissInspi Featured By Owner Jun 10, 2018  Student Filmographer
Goodness, I just randomly found your account after so many years 8'D
I am not sure if you remember me but we used to watch each other back in 2012!
I am MissInspirational , if you remember that user.

Hope you're doing well and keep creating <333
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:iconferryqueen:
FerryQueen Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
I think I do... Did I make you a commission before?
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:iconmissinspi:
MissInspi Featured By Owner 6 days ago  Student Filmographer
Nah, I had this EEnE OC named Abbi and we followed each other, commenting and all.
We were pretty close from what I remember, then we kinda drifted apart...Meh, it happens, y'know?
If you don't remember, it's fine XD 

I dunno if this is proof or not? But liiiike...We'd have these conversations quite often XD

sta.sh/21zouookc1oh?edit=1

I mean, it's years ago, I don't blame you if you don't recall. Honestly, I just remember because you were
very sweet and your style is very distinct :}
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starwarsfannick Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2018  Hobbyist Writer
Hello.
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:iconkova360:
Kova360 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2018   Digital Artist
For U
For FerryQueen  by Kova360
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:iconferryqueen:
FerryQueen Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
AWWW! You shouldn't have! Thank SO much! This is wonderful!Heart Hug 
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:iconkova360:
Kova360 Featured By Owner Jun 1, 2018   Digital Artist
Ur welcome
I like doing drawing for my friends ^^
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GabyCoutino Featured By Owner May 29, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
Nice gallery

Have a bunny
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Moonstone27 Featured By Owner May 16, 2018   General Artist
Thanks for the :+fav::+favlove::aww::thanks::glomp::glomp:!
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FerryQueen Featured By Owner May 16, 2018  Hobbyist General Artist
You are MOST welcome!Heart Hug 
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