It is cliché, but this is how I feel ever since I first met a man (I dare not speak) who is portraying J.J. Brown from the "The Unsinkable Molly Brown". He also played Barrett the Stoker from "Titanic the Musical". He saw me when I was invisible. I mean he's tall, athletic, handsome... and kind and gentle. His singing voice took my breath away.
When we say hello and goodbye, I'm sure you could all imagine what it's like being in the arms with someone you fall in love with.
He loves my short hair. Every time I look at him, I blush. Today, I had made a confession that I had feelings for him in private. At first, I said that I knew he might have a girlfriend (which he does , and I was cool about it). Even though he honestly told me he had a little crush on me, he is already in a relationship with someone else. He told me I am pretty much top 5 out of all pretty women. If his relationship won't work out, he would love to go out with me.
I'm still thinking of him every now and then. I never had a boyfriend, and I'm self-conscious about being the worse girlfriend because of my issues.
Lyrics by FerryQueen 1/31/2013