And I didn't know you do art trades and commissions!
Do what you wish to do as an artist.
What do I wish to do as an artist? That's a good, but a hard question to answer. People say I should for Disney or other movies, such as concepts. Some say they can see me doing children's book illustrations. That is one of my ideas.
It may be hard, but I wish to watch my own animation come to life.
If you saw some of the dresses I drew, I always wanted to design such beautiful gowns or jewelry that would cost over a million bucks (but I don't know how to sew a dress or forge a piece of jewelry)!
I also want to be a singer-songwriter, but it's a poor job because nobody appreciates artists or musicians (I don't know why). If I were a rich woman, I would normally by daily needs like any commen person would. I wouldn't waste money on drugs, tatoos or mansions. Sorry, I got carried away.
I get depressed just thinking about it, especially hearing my mother nagging about my ideas. Everyone says God has a plan for all of us, but what about "our" plans? If only I could find a way to be a little realistic by getting a job, but not give up on my plans.
Do not ever give up. Quitters never win and winners never quit, and you... are a winner.