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God, time goes by way too fast. I wasn't even excited for 2015 to come, and when it finally came, I got depressed. I feel like I'm growing old, and there are so many things in life I haven't gotten to do. I'll be twenty-five on Feb. 27th.

I've tried searching for a part-time job, but no one's hiring. I refuse to work for fast-food restaurants cause I can't stand little kids! Then I gave up. My father says I'm not even trying, mocking me, being harsh on me. I'm usually contented when he goes to work. My father sometimes can be verbally abusive to my mother. Even though Mom is usually overbearing when she's drunk or moody, I love her more than anybody in the world, I love her more than my own father.

I don't go on Facebook anymore because after I wrote a comment that my father is dead to me, my little sister told me to grow up. Then it got worse and worse the more we fought back and forth. The most cruel thing I've said to her was that I'll be dancing or piss on her grave. Then she tattled on me by calling Mom on the phone. Mom called me an idiot, hit me on the back, and told me to get off of Facebook forever. That's when I decided that my little sister is not invited to my life anymore. I will hate her till the very end, for tattling me numerous time for making comments of how verbally abusive my parents can be. I say this every single day, especially today, "I don't care what happens to Keegan (my little sister). She's not a part of my life anymore."

I'm a part of the ensemble for the musical Cats. I've heard of it, but I didn't get the story of Cats. I've heard of the song "Memory", which made me cry. I'm not really grateful because I feel unappreciated, no matter how hard I've tried to be the best, but I realize it will never happen. So far, this is the sixth play I've participated. I feel like I'm losing my singing voice because my mother always goes to bed so damn early, about 6 pm. I had to be considerate. Plus, I wasn't a fan singing the songs from Cats because the highest notes are complex and lyrics are hard to memorize. I still practice. I miss singing the songs I love to sing, but if I do that, I'm afraid Mom will come in and tell to focus on the songs from Cats. It's like a homework assignment.

I am taking Winter Quarter (from college) off because I thought there was going to be snow and icy roads, and I cannot stand bus delays. However, it didn't happen. Nothing but cloudy days making looking daytime like nighttime.
  • Mood: Gloomy
  • Listening to: Memory by Elaine Paige
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: Dr. Phil
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water


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Mackenzie Ferry
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I am an aspiring and talented artist/cartoonist ever since I was ten, and an aspiring singer-songwriter since two week before my eighteenth birthday. I have graduated Hanford High on June 5th 2009 and went to Columbia Basin College around the late September of 2009, pursuing a Multimedia Degree for Graphic Design.

Strange as it may seem, I have NO desire of achieving that degree. If I do that, I'll end up living my life with regret. My heart is compelled to maintain my talented skills, such as drawing, singing, songwriting, and maybe writing stories or novels. With all my heart, I want NOTHING more than to be an award-winning creative genius for a living. I don't know why I keep on believing...I guess everything I want to be is merely preposterous.

Yet, I want to be the kind of person anyone would look up to artistically, seeing me as the new inspiration of the 21st century. I am blessed to have fans here on Deviantart, who are very supportive of my work.

I am diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome ever since I was four or five. I do get depressed most of the time. I have an anxiety disorders. I have extreme fear of little kids when they cry, throw tantrums, squealing like pigs. I am not planning to have children, even though I want to get married to a man who will love me for who I am.

Gaining weight is one of my main concerns ever since I was very young. I began to exercise when I was thirteen. As years went by, I continued to work out daily nonstop. I do 300 crunches, 50-60 push-ups, do jogging every now and then. I starve myself a little, sometimes half of the day. I look myself in the mirror every day to examine my figure, which worries my mother a lot. I happened to the skinniest child of Mom's six children.

I have no job. I still live my parents while my five siblings are out of the house. I can be immature, sensitive, shy, very quiet, and take everything seriously.

Welcome to my gallery! Please leave me nice comments. I refuse to take offensive comments. Lots of love to you all!

Current Residence: N/A
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small or Extra Small
Print preference: N/A
Favourite genre of music: Every Genre, but rap
Favourite photographer: none
Favourite style of art: Disney-related
Operating System: don\'t know
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: What are you talking about?
Wallpaper of choice: Something beautiful and romantic
Skin of choice: I do not know...
Favourite cartoon character: Any cartoon character
Personal Quote: Your life is a story, you're the main character

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gilster262 Featured By Owner 53 minutes ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:cake::party:HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!!:party::cake:
NIGHTSTORM77 Featured By Owner 2 hours ago  Student Writer
Happy Birthday!
Dandric101 Featured By Owner 2 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy birthday, Ferry~ *hugs you warmly* x3
Invaderskull1995 Featured By Owner 3 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Happy Birthday :) :cake::iconbirthdaycakeplz:
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Happy birthday

How are you?
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Happy Birthday!! ^_^ :party:
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happy birthday, dear! :aww:
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Happy birthday dear 💓
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:cake: Happy Birthday!!! :cake:
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