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Ren by FerryQueen
Ren
*sigh* I remember the good ol' days. The Ren and Stimpy Show was one of the "three original" Nicktoons on Nickelodeon, along with Rugrats and Doug during the early 1990's.

Last Saturday, after watching "5 Disturbing Moments In Famous Kids Cartoons" by MindChop on YouTube, "Ren Seeks Help" was an episode from the Ren and Stimpy "Adult Party Cartoon" on the cable network "Spike", which was aired 2003. I don't have the heart to tell those who have not seen it because it would poison their nostalgia.

Now as an adult, I'm glad I saw it because if I saw this at thirteen, my precious memories would probably crumble.

I love both Ren and Stimpy, but I can relate to Ren because I can be as emotionally unstabled as him.
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I apologize for not being around for a while, but I've been going through stress, depression, and frustration.

I desperately need an ID in order to get a library card, and also I have to memorize my social security number in order to apply a part-time job. I am desperate to make my own money. I do appreciate what my parents are trying to do, but they won't be around forever.

I've been on Redbubble.com for a couple of weeks in order to make some money. No luck. I choose to have customers send me money to my postal address.

I did not sing for two weeks, and feel as though I'm losing my singing voice. It's because of my parents' non-stop fighting makes me so tense. My father HATE musicals, so for his sake, I wouldn't sing while he's around.

Now my voice teacher is charging $35.00 per 45 minutes a lesson, so I have to take voice lessons every other week. I miss voice lessons so much. 

My mother got a call from my eldest sister, Kate. She's going to have a baby. I was freaking out because I had the same bad experience with my eldest brother's two daughters, who were nothing but problems (they don't even know I exists cause I have not seen them for 13 years). My father wants nothing to do with my sister and especially her husband, Rushit Reka, whom she met in Paris last summer. Rushit is a Muslim from the Ukraine. It's a VERY long story why my father literally wants Rushit dead. I was upset because I am not proud being an aunt, and I can't tolerate a child's tantrum and uncontrollable crying, even when he/she enters the terrible twos. I can't control my rage. I would sometimes spit venom about children in my mind. I'm afraid of them.

I miss Kate. She was a second mother to my two sister and me. She was oodles of fun. Now, she is an accountant, too busy. This is what happens when time goes by...you lose everyone and everything you love and miss they days you cherish. Kate's is going to lose me, or I'm going to lose Kate. I know she's going to be a wonderful mother. I wish her well. I am such a bad person.
  • Mood: Hopeless
  • Listening to: nothing
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

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FerryQueen
Mackenzie Ferry
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I am an aspiring and talented artist/cartoonist ever since I was ten, and an aspiring singer-songwriter since two week before my eighteenth birthday. I have graduated Hanford High on June 5th 2009 and went to Columbia Basin College around the late September of 2009, pursuing a Multimedia Degree for Graphic Design.

Strange as it may seem, I have NO desire of achieving that degree. If I do that, I'll end up living my life with regret. My heart is compelled to maintain my talented skills, such as drawing, singing, songwriting, and maybe writing stories or novels. With all my heart, I want NOTHING more than to be an award-winning creative genius for a living. I don't know why I keep on believing...I guess everything I want to be is merely preposterous.

Yet, I want to be the kind of person anyone would look up to artistically, seeing me as the new inspiration of the 21st century. I am blessed to have fans here on Deviantart, who are very supportive of my work.

I am diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome ever since I was four or five. I do get depressed most of the time. I have an anxiety disorders. I have extreme fear of little kids when they cry, throw tantrums, squealing like pigs. I am not planning to have children, even though I want to get married to a man who will love me for who I am.

Gaining weight is one of my main concerns ever since I was very young. I began to exercise when I was thirteen. As years went by, I continued to work out daily nonstop. I do 300 crunches, 50-60 push-ups, do jogging every now and then. I starve myself a little, sometimes half of the day. I look myself in the mirror every day to examine my figure, which worries my mother a lot. I happened to the skinniest child of Mom's six children.

I have no job. I still live my parents while my five siblings are out of the house. I can be immature, sensitive, shy, very quiet, and take everything seriously.

Welcome to my gallery! Please leave me nice comments. I refuse to take offensive comments. Lots of love to you all!


Current Residence: N/A
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small or Extra Small
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Favourite genre of music: Every Genre, but rap
Favourite photographer: none
Favourite style of art: Disney-related
Operating System: don\'t know
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: What are you talking about?
Wallpaper of choice: Something beautiful and romantic
Skin of choice: I do not know...
Favourite cartoon character: Any cartoon character
Personal Quote: Your life is a story, you're the main character
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H-D200HB Featured By Owner 1 hour ago  Student Digital Artist

    Thank you for faving! Hug 

  

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Kokonoix Featured By Owner 19 hours ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for faving ! :D :heart:
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FerryQueen Featured By Owner 16 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You are most welcome!Hug Heart 
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seralune Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Professional Artisan Crafter
Thank you so much for the watch! :hug:
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SueMArt Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks so much for the Fave, appreciated Heart 
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FerryQueen Featured By Owner Aug 24, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You are most welcome!
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Clu-art Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for faving 'There's Frost on the Moon' Mackenzie! :D
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FerryQueen Featured By Owner Aug 23, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You are MOST welcome!Hug Heart 
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Phillip-the-2 Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the +fav on Lola Bunny by Phillip-the-2
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FerryQueen Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You're MOST welcome! You did such a fantastic job on your artwork!
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