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I hope you all enjoyed your Thanksgiving. I know I did, except my mother had to ruin it by being an alcoholic while making a huge Thanksgiving feast as if we're serving it for the Royal Banquet. She wallows in self-pity because my older obese brother (whom I have not seen in forever) used my mother's credit card to buy pizza everyday, for breakfast, lunch and dinner. 

He lost his job as a truck driver due to his weight (over 600 lbs.), sleeping in his truck. He calls my mother every now and then for money until my mother received a mail about her credit card Thomas (my 42-year-old brother) used. He spent it over 7,000.00 just for pizza. Before this happened, my mother told him to NOT use her credit card unless he asks her for permission. After my parents changed their credit card number, Mom received another call from Thomas asking for more money, then my mother snapped telling him that she is done with him after what he did.

Now she lost another son. My 44-year-old brother James disowned Mom because some dick-head physiatrist brainwashed him by believing my mother sexually molested him as child. BULLSHIT! Even though I've not seen since I was 12, James is still dead to me.

I couldn't be more happier to have my two sisters around, singing the old Disney classics and the Sound of Music (Julie Andrews and Christopher Plummer), dancing like maniacs, laughing harder than ever, eating so much Turkey that we fell asleep. I didn't want that day to end ever! I miss those good ol' times when we were kids, having a blast around the holidays. 

Mother has been such a bitch after all my sisters and I did for her to make her happy, such as helping her clear the dishes after the feast. My sisters and I talked over how emotionally and verbally abusive she is when it come to drinking. Mom accused us for being alcoholics, calling us bitches, and whatnot. My father (not a drinker) doesn't do anything to stand up for us. He doesn't give a shit.

I'm done with my mother. I did whatever I could to comfort her, but she still feels sorry for herself, falling into depression, bitching that no one loves her, crying nonstop. If she wants to drink herself to death, so be it. I don't know what else to say or do. She refuses to get help. I won't call the hospital because she won't learn anything if I do. She makes so much melodramatic episodes for sympathy. Now that my sisters are gone to go back to work, I feel so alone that my original and fan art drawings are more of family to me than my own parents. My parents are two of the reasons why I feel like I lost all my talent on drawing and singing.

I want to leave...I need a job...yet, no one would hire me due to my anger issues.

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Mackenzie Ferry
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I am an aspiring and talented artist/cartoonist ever since I was ten, and an aspiring singer-songwriter since two week before my eighteenth birthday. I have graduated Hanford High on June 5th 2009 and went to Columbia Basin College around the late September of 2009, pursuing a Multimedia Degree for Graphic Design.

Strange as it may seem, I have NO desire of achieving that degree. If I do that, I'll end up living my life with regret. My heart is compelled to maintain my talented skills, such as drawing, singing, songwriting, and maybe writing stories or novels. With all my heart, I want NOTHING more than to be an award-winning creative genius for a living. I don't know why I keep on believing...I guess everything I want to be is merely preposterous.

Yet, I want to be the kind of person anyone would look up to artistically, seeing me as the new inspiration of the 21st century. I am blessed to have fans here on Deviantart, who are very supportive of my work.

I am diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome ever since I was four or five. I do get depressed most of the time. I have an anxiety disorders. I have extreme fear of little kids when they cry, throw tantrums, squealing like pigs. I am not planning to have children, even though I want to get married to a man who will love me for who I am.

Gaining weight is one of my main concerns ever since I was very young. I began to exercise when I was thirteen. As years went by, I continued to work out daily nonstop. I do 300 crunches, 50-60 push-ups, do jogging every now and then. I starve myself a little, sometimes half of the day. I look myself in the mirror every day to examine my figure, which worries my mother a lot. I happened to the skinniest child of Mom's six children.

I have no job. I still live my parents while my five siblings are out of the house. I can be immature, sensitive, shy, very quiet, and take everything seriously.

Welcome to my gallery! Please leave me nice comments. I refuse to take offensive comments. Lots of love to you all!


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deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small or Extra Small
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Favourite genre of music: Every Genre, but rap
Favourite photographer: none
Favourite style of art: Disney-related
Operating System: don\'t know
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: What are you talking about?
Wallpaper of choice: Something beautiful and romantic
Skin of choice: I do not know...
Favourite cartoon character: Any cartoon character
Personal Quote: Your life is a story, you're the main character
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RedSpinel24 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I really love your art :D 
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FerryQueen Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much! I am absolutely flattered!Hug Heart 
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RedSpinel24 Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You're welcome! I especially like your Ed, Edd N Eddy art :D
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CDBowling Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Student Filmographer
Thanks for watching!
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CDBowling Featured By Owner 3 days ago  Student Filmographer
Thanks for the fave and keep up the good work! :D 
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EmissixD Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2016
Thanks for the fave ^^
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FerryQueen Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You are MOST welcome!
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Murielle Featured By Owner Nov 23, 2016
Thanks for the fave!
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FerryQueen Featured By Owner Nov 25, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
You are MOST welcome!
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Neokoi Featured By Owner Nov 18, 2016   General Artist
Thanks for the :iconfav3dplz:!!! :D
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