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Hi everybody,
 
I don't know how many times I'm going to say this, but I am sorry for not submitting more of my drawings. Actually, I'm drawing something, but I will submit it around December. I'm also drawing Dr. Seuss characters, mostly Horton Hears a Who. The Who's are a little tricky to draw.
 
School started two days ago, and I'm taking Piano Lab for beginners. Piano Lab is a class where students are learning how to properly play a piano. I have some classmates that never played a piano before but played other instruments, or they know how to play but quit years ago, and I, I know how to play a piano, I can read the musical notes, but I am a slow reader on music sheets. Whenever I make a mistake, such putting my finger on the wrong key, I shake my head with frustration. I beat myself up when I make the smallest mistake.
 
I have been a little down because with all my heart, I really want to be an artist/animator and a singer-songwriter, but having a mother or a father who never approves your dreams and ideas (mostly being a singer-songwriter) spirals your hopes downward. It's hard to make your parents change their minds of doubting you. I have nothing to record myself on tape singing and displaying it on YouTube. I doubt that my hometown has nightclubs where lounge singers perform. I'm trying to write a good lyric, but having the most difficult time rhyming. I fear it will sound like crap, sounding similar to other songs, and I ask myself when will I ever finish it? I FREAK out every single day about this! I even lose confidence in myself. I'm discouraged and scared because even younger people are improving their skills.
 
I love my parents, yet I am too weak to rebel. I've tried so many times, but it's futile. I've looked for part-time jobs, but no one's hiring. I went online to look for other part-time jobs but they are all full-time and these kind of jobs have to do with science and engineering, which is what I'm incapable at. I keep planning on making holiday cards, but I'm stuck!

Sorry.
  • Mood: Worried
  • Listening to: Perfect by Alanis Morissette
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: ASMR videos on YouTube
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing

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Mackenzie Ferry
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
I am an aspiring and talented artist/cartoonist ever since I was ten, and an aspiring singer-songwriter since two week before my eighteenth birthday. I have graduated Hanford High on June 5th 2009 and went to Columbia Basin College around the late September of 2009, pursuing a Multimedia Degree for Graphic Design.

Strange as it may seem, I have NO desire of achieving that degree. If I do that, I'll end up living my life with regret. My heart is compelled to maintain my talented skills, such as drawing, singing, songwriting, and maybe writing stories or novels. With all my heart, I want NOTHING more than to be an award-winning creative genius for a living. I don't know why I keep on believing...I guess everything I want to be is merely preposterous.

Yet, I want to be the kind of person anyone would look up to artistically, seeing me as the new inspiration of the 21st century. I am blessed to have fans here on Deviantart, who are very supportive of my work.

I am diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome ever since I was four or five. I do get depressed most of the time. I have an anxiety disorders. I have extreme fear of little kids when they cry, throw tantrums, squealing like pigs. I am not planning to have children, even though I want to get married to a man who will love me for who I am.

Gaining weight is one of my main concerns ever since I was very young. I began to exercise when I was thirteen. As years went by, I continued to work out daily nonstop. I do 300 crunches, 50-60 push-ups, do jogging every now and then. I starve myself a little, sometimes half of the day. I look myself in the mirror every day to examine my figure, which worries my mother a lot. I happened to the skinniest child of Mom's six children.

I have no job. I still live my parents while my five siblings are out of the house. I can be immature, sensitive, shy, very quiet, and take everything seriously.

Welcome to my gallery! Please leave me nice comments. I refuse to take offensive comments. Lots of love to you all!


Current Residence: N/A
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Small or Extra Small
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Favourite genre of music: Every Genre, but rap
Favourite photographer: none
Favourite style of art: Disney-related
Operating System: don\'t know
MP3 player of choice: Ipod
Shell of choice: What are you talking about?
Wallpaper of choice: Something beautiful and romantic
Skin of choice: I do not know...
Favourite cartoon character: Any cartoon character
Personal Quote: Your life is a story, you're the main character
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ScarabsCorner Featured By Owner 8 hours ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thanks for the fave
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Gojira012 Featured By Owner 20 hours ago
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SqueakyNoodle Featured By Owner 1 day ago
Hi Miss Ferry. :)
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JoeSlucher Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Professional Digital Artist
Thanks for the fave Mackenzie!
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FerryQueen Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
My pleasure!
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DisneyandZimFanChick Featured By Owner 1 day ago   Traditional Artist
LoveThank you for the fave+fav on my "My 1st Nerdlucks Drawing"Pixel Rose 
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FerryQueen Featured By Owner 1 day ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You are MOST welcome! The Nerdlucks you drew are SO adorable!
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DisneyandZimFanChick Featured By Owner 22 hours ago   Traditional Artist
Thank you so much!!!!!! HugHugLovely Shoujo Emoji (Huggy Hug) [V2]Chili Anime Emoji (Snuggy hug) [V2]Let me hug you!Bro hughug 
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BlueIvyViolet Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Photographer
thanks so much for the fave!!!
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